Okay okay ... it's been... F-O-R-E-V-E-R...

So I haven't updated in a long time!  Why?   Well... everything went..... (make deflating balloon sound here) ...  I haven't been very good monitoring my blood sugars (bad I know) and I haven't done very bad sticking with eating pretty well.  I'm not losing much right now, but I'm losing a little or maintaining with in a couple of pounds what I've lost -which, since December, is about 10 to 15lbs!  YAY!

I have lost my overwhelming sweet tooth.  I just don't crave it as much anymore.  I mean there is candy all over the house, but I just look at it now and think, nope, I don't even want it.  Which is GREAT .. for me...

Course the trained chef is still... a trained chef ...  and he makes awesome food that I can't get enough of.  Bob and Jillian would roll over and groan at me...

Last season, on Biggest Loser, they started out the whole "don't be eating ice cream and watching this show" and so I got a bowl of ice cream just to spite them...   Speaking of Biggest Loser, I am sooooooooooooo happy with who went home last night.  That's all I'll say!  I have started watching Ruby too.  She kinda annoys me in a way, but I like the show.

Well other then that, there isn't much to report right now.  I am packing up for our big half way across the country move.  I look forward to focusing on this once we get there and get somewhat settled. 

I will lose this weight, I will get to the point where I don't feel the need to *hide* from my husband...